Infertility Mind Games

Infertility can drive a person mad.

Did I take all my meds today?

Is my mucus good quality?

Are we having sex often enough?

Is this feeling like a chore?

Are we having sex too often?!

Choking down 14 pills

Did I chart this correctly?

Feeling: this is our cycle!

Counting, counting, counting the days

Surviving a pregnancy announcement

Wondering: is my diet holding me back?

Certain Saint's Feast Day: yes, a sign that this is our cycle!

Wondering: is this coffee delaying conception?

Berating: why can't I just stop eating carbs and drinking coffee?!

Deflated: this is not our cycle

Using sick time to get blood tested

Surviving another pregnancy announcement

Hoping

Not hoping

Hoping

Not hoping

Not hoping

Not hoping

Day before period begins: hoping

Cycle Day 1: furious with self for hoping